Jerry"s 地 下 铁

Au revoir 2008, oh yea 2009

2009? What, 2009? Yes, 2009.

Compared to the prosaic and disappointed 2007, 2008 was filled with passion and adventures to me. I am not that kind of person who is always addicted to the treacly clichés of romantic fiction; however, I do appreciate all munificent gifts You gave during 2008.

An adage indicates us that before turning into a butterfly, a larva should metamorphose into a chrysalis first.  

If you yield to the agony of getting the hell out of your own world and stay in a vacuum forever, your confidence will be tortured and your intelligence will be atrophied, then your heart will be indifference from the lack of hope. Being cynical to the society is in vain helpful.

At that time, you will feel how significant the existence of the faith is. Here, please do not confuse having faith and being superstitious or feudal.  After having the faith, you can still be a “modern” man or woman—a believer in the sunlight of science, however, you heart will be full of love and grace. A supernatural power will nudge you closer and closer to the moment that you are able to break your prison and evolve into the “butterfly”.

I am not a “butterfly” so far, but I already regained my hope, which means the next step will be inexorable, hopefully.

Hope everyone who is reading my notes of 2008 will have a wonderful 2009.

 

I see trees of green........ red roses too
I see em bloom..... for me and for you
And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.

 

----- Louis Armstrong, What a Wonderful World

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Zc8OmxpXr4&feature=related

 PS: We should be together too.

这是一个“很黄很暴力”的地方

不适合“很傻很天真”的你们

 

昨天Kobe来上海了，唉，没机会见他，可惜了，最令我心碎的是和他互动的球童是个不折不扣的大SB（为什么我要说他大呢，因为他除了大--2米的身高，太傻了）清华的，连一句连贯的英文都说不出，怎么清华。。
感叹下。。。
其实本人只是眼红，请那位仁兄看了别生气。。。。。。。
看到了Kobe，有点心潮澎湃的感觉，仿佛失去的生气都渐渐回来了。。。。
最近在忙一些很琐碎的事情，偶尔摸两下被丢在墙角的篮球，可怜它了。。。。。。
朋友们都开学了，唉。。。网上好冷清阿，我打算到上海各大名校窜窜，请有意接收本人的同学告知我，毕竟本应该一起的同学，现在，似乎就，少了我一个人。。。。。。。
不过大家放心，我不会被这打倒的，虽然我现在挂了，但不代表我会一直挂下去
毕竟
我的偶像
是
Kobe
 
 
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out and my high wear out
Ia rip this shit till my bone collapse. 
 

 Nirvana means state of perfect bliss in which the individual becomes absorbed into the superme spirit.
天气和股市一个道理，几日的疯涨搞的全民皆欢之后，必然跌的也更是愉悦。
心情也是如此。

从SAT回来的路上，茫然并平静着。形形色色的乘客，这个站上来，又从那个站下去，瞬间从眼前消失在夜幕里。
人生的道理相仿。周围的过客，既然决定下车，便不再强求，强求也是徒然。
总是卷在一种很是离妙的情绪里。不同的人不同的表情，不同的天气不同的晴雨。忧伤本来既是生活的本质，但是多了也总不好。
平凡而自由的生活。

挥手的时候如此泰然。后面挽留的声音，没有回头的踌躇，只是潇洒的把手向后一挥。
也仅仅是那一瞬的洒脱而以，在那之后，或许真的有一种精神的放飞？
我欲乘风归去，又恐琼楼玉宇，高处不胜寒。

I ran on an endless road. My footsteps crunching upon the fallen leaves are ampified by the pre-dusk silence
that is quickly setting upon the world. The path bofore me is quickly dissolving into the growing shadows.But
the fear that would normally be creeping into my chest is absent. Because I still have my hope and my friends.

人在江湖飘 哪有不挨刀

美国纽约，法国巴黎，澳洲墨尔本，日本东京，中国上海

何处是我栖身之地

理想终究是泡沫

 缥缈 模糊

我知道是自己不好

浪费了一次又一次的成功机会

也是要受上帝的责罚的

但这次的代价似乎有点大

很大很大 大的我有些不能接受

可是万事都必须面对

可能是上天要把我从上海赶走

我打心底是深爱这里的

可惜这份爱似乎到了尽头

我不是在怨天尤人

我诚心接受老天的责罚

让我流浪吧

放逐还是机遇？